alaska / from forever ago by successwithhonor, literature
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alaska / from forever ago
you say there are only two types of cold: in one
a shadow hangs on your bones like an old ghost /
the other is a color or stillness or both.
watch how the sky bleeds into horizon:
glacierborn / oldgrowth
/ the peaks cry carve a smile from the earth
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at dusk
I crawled from him toward her
as if heat-seeking, or else sought
by some bleak hand
beneath bedsheets
laying fingers on flesh
beneath shroud.
So she wore new linens
when she sang to me:
At whatever he aimed his spear
- be it boar, wild cat, or fox -
none would escape but that had strong wings
forlorn fool looks on from front porch by successwithhonor, literature
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forlorn fool looks on from front porch
oxblood 40 oz / cook’s spoon / onyx moonboom/ goldlocks
or old growth / who coos longly, / sort of bomb book
/ photon or / pop top, / ohms on loop: oh no / oh no
/ not on my clock, / orb or tomb / slow drool / look down /
wrong foot / wrong cosm of stone / costly lot / 0 or 1 / on or
off / for good.
on a theory of distance by successwithhonor, literature
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on a theory of distance
that we can’t stop falling from high places,
or watching from the ground.
that like us, the sky is trying to gut itself,
letting the yolk dribble down as heat.
or color.
that we will never stop trying to measure what is left behind.
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an astronomer speaks to a suicidal solar system:
you see, the sun is just another star burning, spilling from the inside out.
also the sons, shining too bright & then dying, one by one;
see how their light remains even after they are gone,
a universe of dead things floating in space,
a vacuum of presence.
say there is an equation for this,
son : a b s e n c e.
say n is the am
Aristotle dropped his cannonballs
from the Horologium; raindrops
of stone, heavy and thunder-grey. Above,
clouds drifted across a copper sky
like feathers caught in a wind-river,
wide and slow-moving, nearing the sea.
Aristotle watched his cannonballs
hurtle towards soil, and imagined Earth
without airy medium. Perhaps there,
a feather’s descent might be as swift.
With nothing to copper the sky, or breathe,
he’d suffocate under starlight in a storm
of black hail and bird coat.
Aristotle studied his cannonballs
as they fell, under a copper sky, breathing.
Hearing the huff of stone
meeting soil, he reached
for another, and hoped
i.
There is not yet enough drink to change the night but still,
hands and mouths explore past all edges of propriety;
perfume faded on wrists and fingers in dark hair - helpless or hungry with desire,
neither of you can say when it all feels too much like drowning.
ii.
The morning remembers the flash of teeth and cardinal red heat;
silk unwound across skin
- it wakes your soft-strung spine, "Again?"
iii.
You find yourself thinking of prism fractures
cracking straight through the centre of jewels,
a mad spillage of light and colour;
lungs racing for air, she tells you she thought of violins,
a violent thunder of perfect music.
iv.
on the night the ball drops, florida 2016 by successwithhonor, literature
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on the night the ball drops, florida 2016
i once heard a poet say that it's been a good year
if you've been to more weddings than funerals
and connor, you made us think that it was gonna turn out okay.
damn you for that. damn us for believing in something for once,
we just a pack of lonelies howling at the clouded sky,
just a runaway pickup speeding down the interstate,
nothing to guide us home except for a guardrail and the hopes
of finding warmth in something else.
say this wasn't supposed to be a poem about grief, or the wind.
but friend becomes snow and falls in the dead of winter and goddamn,
how cold the still air can be sometimes.
and here we are 4000 miles away, all
when we heard that they found mr. lewis hanging from the chandelier in the foyer,
i hear my mother say something about selfishness. but i don't hear, or listen.
say what a finale, say that's just how i'd go:
in the lights, all cut glass and crystal halo kaleidoscoping around my head.
just tryna make myself an angel. or anvil. come down heavy from a high place
just to end up 6 feet below; say he must've been hanging there for days,
just tryna hold up his own wieght. say how's that for a show? ain't we all
just tryna mean something to someone? more than just the curtain draw,
lights fade as we shuffle out, one by one. more than this.
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Timing took a hit, as problems arose with creating a board of directors and setting up the Non-Profit entity. Plans are still forthcoming, but the when is up for grabs. Hopefully I will be able to get it set up shortly, if not as a non-profit, then a standalone journal of sorts.